I always thought that once I would get pregnant I would become obsessed with the weight that I'd put on during pregnancy. In the beginning, I was a little fixated on it especially since the pandemic hit right at the beginning of my first trimester and the level of fatigue I was experiencing wa…

It has been over a month since Lucy entered the world. A whole month since I became a mom, wow! I always said and hoped Lucy would make her debut early, but I never anticipated her coming when she did. Regardless of timing Rudy and I both feel that she arrived just in time, however, I do wish she w…

As I sit here, typing this all down I have a whirlwind of emotions running through me. I have been dreaming and praying for this my entire life and it blows my mind that my time has finally come. I cannot believe how ridiculously fast this pregnancy has flown by. I've been enjoying every single…

For as long as I can remember, I always knew I wanted to be a mom, that was why I was put into this world, the reason that I am living. I always looked forward to the day that I would get married and finally get that child I had always longed for. Growing up for some odd reason I always feared I c…

Lately, I have been going through a whirlwind of emotions and sometimes I don't know how to handle it all. It gets bottled up inside until I'm just ready to explode. Recently I started keeping a journal in regards to a specific subject in my life, mostly to look back on, and I've been …

Growing up; oddly it's something you can not wait to do when you're a child and something you dread once you're an adult. Looking back to my teen years I remember thinking and telling myself how grown up I was and that I could do anything. As I grew older I realized how young I really …

This post may be all over the place so I apologize in advance if it is. I've been wanting to share this on my blog for some time now but at the same time, it's something I didn't want to talk too much about. This is somewhat of a touchy topic for me and it's different to deal with …