A Note To My Daughter

As I sit here, typing this all down I have a whirlwind of emotions running through me. I have been dreaming and praying for this my entire life and it blows my mind that my time has finally come. I cannot believe how ridiculously fast this pregnancy has flown by. I've been enjoying every single second of it and the thought of it coming to an end, and soon, crushes me. As much as I can't wait to meet you, my baby girl, I don't want this pregnancy to end. There is so much that I am feeling these last few weeks and days, and so much I want to say to you and that I want you to know before you arrive. So here I go, this is my little note to you, my daughter.

For as long as I can remember I have been dreaming of you.

I wanted you so badly I just knew I would've done anything in order to have you.

It's crazy to think of how much I've loved you even before you were created before you even existed.

I would go through all of the tears, heartbreaks, doctors' appointments, ultrasounds, procedures, hormone injections, and bruises over and over again knowing that it would all lead me to you.

One thing I've been loving is having you all to myself.

Feeling you thrive and grow inside of me has been everything I ever dreamt of.

I will cherish all these moments I've had with you inside of me.

Inside of me, you are safe.

I can protect you from all the harm and evil this world has.

You are so loved.